Sunday, April 13, 2025

13 April - Roger Zelazny Poetry Month - And Call Me Conrad

Today's story is ...And Call me Conrad. I didn't read it until I had already read the rest of Zelazny's better known works. It's silly, but "This Immortal" (which was the version that was most available when I first became a fan in the late 80s/early 90s) seemed like such bad, boring, generic title.

And, you know what? I stand by that. Brilliant book, deserving of every award it received but that title is so...dull. It doesn't do the story justice at all.

So let's at least find a poem worthy of Conrad.

How about Ode to the West Wind, by my second favorite Percy, and my second favorite Shelley? Aside from drawing on Greek myth, it’s a poem about transformation, destruction, and wild renewal. About voices carried through storms and buried things rising up again. Which is exactly what Conrad is, and what Earth becomes under his care: wounded, yes, but still worth saving. Still capable of blooming.

I


O wild West Wind, thou breath of Autumn's being,

Thou, from whose unseen presence the leaves dead

Are driven, like ghosts from an enchanter fleeing,



Yellow, and black, and pale, and hectic red,

Pestilence-stricken multitudes: O thou,

Who chariotest to their dark wintry bed



The winged seeds, where they lie cold and low,

Each like a corpse within its grave, until

Thine azure sister of the Spring shall blow



Her clarion o'er the dreaming earth, and fill

(Driving sweet buds like flocks to feed in air)

With living hues and odours plain and hill:



Wild Spirit, which art moving everywhere;

Destroyer and preserver; hear, oh hear!



II

Thou on whose stream, mid the steep sky's commotion,

Loose clouds like earth's decaying leaves are shed,

Shook from the tangled boughs of Heaven and Ocean,



Angels of rain and lightning: there are spread

On the blue surface of thine aëry surge,

Like the bright hair uplifted from the head



Of some fierce Maenad, even from the dim verge

Of the horizon to the zenith's height,

The locks of the approaching storm. Thou dirge



Of the dying year, to which this closing night

Will be the dome of a vast sepulchre,

Vaulted with all thy congregated might



Of vapours, from whose solid atmosphere

Black rain, and fire, and hail will burst: oh hear!



III

Thou who didst waken from his summer dreams

The blue Mediterranean, where he lay,

Lull'd by the coil of his crystalline streams,



Beside a pumice isle in Baiae's bay,

And saw in sleep old palaces and towers

Quivering within the wave's intenser day,



All overgrown with azure moss and flowers

So sweet, the sense faints picturing them! Thou

For whose path the Atlantic's level powers



Cleave themselves into chasms, while far below

The sea-blooms and the oozy woods which wear

The sapless foliage of the ocean, know



Thy voice, and suddenly grow gray with fear,

And tremble and despoil themselves: oh hear!



IV

If I were a dead leaf thou mightest bear;

If I were a swift cloud to fly with thee;

A wave to pant beneath thy power, and share



The impulse of thy strength, only less free

Than thou, O uncontrollable! If even

I were as in my boyhood, and could be



The comrade of thy wanderings over Heaven,

As then, when to outstrip thy skiey speed

Scarce seem'd a vision; I would ne'er have striven



As thus with thee in prayer in my sore need.

Oh, lift me as a wave, a leaf, a cloud!

I fall upon the thorns of life! I bleed!



A heavy weight of hours has chain'd and bow'd

One too like thee: tameless, and swift, and proud.



V

Make me thy lyre, even as the forest is:

What if my leaves are falling like its own!

The tumult of thy mighty harmonies



Will take from both a deep, autumnal tone,

Sweet though in sadness. Be thou, Spirit fierce,

My spirit! Be thou me, impetuous one!



Drive my dead thoughts over the universe

Like wither'd leaves to quicken a new birth!

And, by the incantation of this verse,



Scatter, as from an unextinguish'd hearth

Ashes and sparks, my words among mankind!

Be through my lips to unawaken'd earth



The trumpet of a prophecy! O Wind,
If Winter comes, can Spring be far behind?

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